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JANUARY 1ST
Hyung line x 8thmember!oc
synopsis : Roza's Boyfriends miss her after she and Sooyoung go on a girls night out.
wc : 1k
It was January first and both girls had been invited to Winter of Aespa’s Birthday party. Roza and Sooyoung had been in their rooms getting ready. It would be the first time the girls would be going out with the boys. Roza was in the middle of deciding what earrings to wear when Heeseung appeared at her door.
“Do you have to go?” Roza almost laughed as he hung onto the door, a pout decorating his face. “Yes, Hee. it's Minjeong’s birthday, it would be rude not to go.” “Okay, but not for long, right. You and Sooyoung don't have to be out long.” “I don't know how long we'll be… but I promise to won't be super late.” As Roza put on her shoes, Sooyoung appeared behind Heeseung. “Unnie, are you ready?” Heeseung upon seeing Sooyoung's short dress immediately went into big brother mode.
“Hold on, you're not wearing that are you?” “Yes I am, why?” He whipped his head over to Roza in disbelief. “Can you believe her? You are not wearing that… it's way too short.” “That's kinda the point, Oppa. I wanted to look nice.” “I get that sweetheart, but isn't it too short? Don't you have longer dresses. I'm just concerned, that's all.” Sooyoung expression softened at his words, noting his genuine concern for her. Roza watched Sooyoung contemplating changing her outfit.
“Fine, but only because I don't want you to worry.” “You'll look just as good in a longer dress I promise.” Sooyoung smiled as she went to change once more. “Didn't think you cared about short dresses.” Roza smirked as she stood up and looked over her makeup in the mirror. Heeseung standing behind her, hands wrapping around her waist. “You're my girlfriend, of course I love you in short dresses. When I look at Sooyoung I see my precious little sister.” Roza smiled at Heeseung's protectiveness.
Suddenly Heeseung was pushed aside as Sunghoon walked into the room, his own hands now replacing where Heeseung’s were. “What the fuck, dude.” “Shut up, I'm having a moment before she goes and I weep because what do you mean our girlfriend is going somewhere without us.” Heeseung stood in the view of the mirror, Roza watched as he protested once more. “See you can't go, it's not fair for you to leave us.” “Oppa, I already told you I'm going. Plus I don't mind one night for us girls.” “But you always have girls' nights here.” “That's different, one night out won't hurt. Plus I will be back before midnight, I promise.”
Sooyoung reappeared in a new longer dress. “Unnie, we gotta go or we're gonna be late.” “Okay, let's go.” Roza grabbed her bag as both girls said goodbye to the members. “Back before midnight.” Jay said. “Yes, dad.. Okay bye.” Sooyoung said as she dragged Roza out the door. “Text us if you need anything!” Jake yelled. “Yes I will, Bye!” and they were gone.
The girls hadn't even arrived at the restaurant when messages from Heeseung started flooding Roza’s phone.
“What's he moaning about now?” Sooyoung joked as they walked through the entrance. “Says he misses me..” Roza smirked as Sooyoung rolled her eyes. “Nothing new.” Soon the girls made their way to the private room for Winter’s birthday. “We're here!” “Thank god, I almost thought you weren't coming.” “Sorry, Heeseung made me change. Apparently my dress was too short.” Sooyoung laughed. "You know he's just being an older brother right.” Giselle jokes. “Yeah, yeah, let's eat I'm hungry.” Roza and Sooyoung sat down and everyone ordered, not long after the food arrived. While both girls were finishing up their food Roza’s phone started buzzing.
“Who missed you now?” Sooyoung jokes. “Jake..” “they really can't go a couple hours without you?” Karina questioned. “Nope and it's even worse in person.” Sooyoung moaned. “I don't wanna even imagine it.” Ningning laughed. “Okay everyone ready to leave?” Winter questioned. “I think so. Let's go.” The six girls stood and grabbed their bags. The girls later arrived at the bar and all sat down at the table ready to have some drinks and gossip.
A few drinks in and the girls were letting loose. Winter and Sooyoung were dancing together while Roza sat with Karina, Giselle and Ningning. “Drinking makes me so sleepy…” Roza said as a yawn left her lips. “Me too, i just wanna sleep.” Ningning smiled as she leaned her head on Roza's shoulder. “why don't you two go back to our dorm, we'll bring Sooyoung and Winter back later?” “I like the sound of that!” Ningning said, standing up. “Okay, we'll see you guys later.” Roza said hugging Karina and Giselle before going to find Winter and Sooyoung to say bye to them.
Roza and Ningning waited outside till Aespa’s manager showed up to take them back to their dorm. While on the drive home, Roza looked over and noticed Ningning had fallen asleep. She decided to pull out her phone, when she got a message from Jay.
Just as she closed her phone the car pulled up to the Aespa dorm. Roza nudged Ningning awake and both girls headed inside. “Come on, let's go to sleep.” Ningning pulled Roza into her room, both girls pulling off their shoes and climbing into Ningning’s bed. Not long after the room was filled with the quiet breaths of both sleeping girls.
Almost an hour and a half later the door opened as the other four girls arrived back from the bar. Roza woke just as Sooyoung poked her head into the bedroom. “sorry did i wake you, Unnie?” “No it's okay, did you have fun?” she watches as Sooyoung nods her head. “I was talking with Karina, she thinks it's best if we just sleep here tonight?” “Yeah, that's probably a good idea, then heading home now.” “Ive already messaged our manger and he knows, you might wanna message the members so they know.” “Okay, I'll do that.” Roza once again watched as Sooyoung left to go sleep in Winter's room. Roza looked over at the clock and noticed it was 10 minutes till midnight, the members would be wondering where the girls were.
And with that Roza fell asleep with a small smile on her face.
a/n : first post of 2025!!
#kpop oc#enhypen female oc#enhypen scenarios#enhypen ff#enhypen reactions#enhypen x oc#female!enhypenmember#8th member of enhypen#enhypen oc#enhypen recs#enhypen imagines#Lee heeseung#Heeseung imagine#Park jeongseong#Jay imagine#Sim jake#Jake imagine#Park sunghoon#Sunghoon imagine
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.....the intrusive thoughts won....
#vera's posts#off tickling#bye what the shit am i on rn#my dad's gonna fucking yell at me for this#i impulsively cut my own bangs HELP
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going 2 imagine that tide lambert my dad tide lambert is holding my hand thru these interviews and saying supportive shit like "you got this!!! 👍" yes i am mentally ill dont talk 2 me
#sometimes u gotta picture ur blorbos doing shit with u to actually like. do it#also mark wavelength winters is gonna be there too and hes gonna tell me not to fuck it up#and if the interviewer asks any illegal questions i should punch them square in the face#my divorced dads r accompanying me in spirit today 👍#whiskey yelling into the void
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ohhhh my fucking god nobody needs to like know any of this medical tmi but it is literally 11 pm and if im kept up one minute longer when i just laid down trying to go to sleep by my mother YELLING REPEATEDLY that she needs to pee. im going to actually go insane. she got a catheter in. Yesterday. it is working. she won't listen to anyone when they tell her that this is the case. help me jesus. im sure if a nurse comes to check on her tomorrow they'll probably get the same response. my brain will simply explode
#crow.txt#the absolute levels of stress im under could create diamonds out of free floating carbon atoms my fucking god#can i have. Literally just one day of peace. just one!! fuck!!!!#at least now i have SOME validation from everyone else of shit that mom has honestly kinda always done#be absolutely furious and bitchy usually for no good goddamn reason and then immediately turn it off to look good in front of someone else#i had a feeling mom coming home was gonna be utterly miserable sooner rather than later#i literally cannot leave my room without her yelling for dad bc she thinks im him i guess. she has gotten him up like 4 times now#what the fuck do you want any of us to doooooooooooo. according to dad shes also just been really fucking hateful today#including to her SISTER who has been facilitating literally everything medically for her for the last month plus#like on one hand i know its hard and frustrating etc etc absolutely. on the other. what the fuck are you yelling at any of us for!#whatd we do! not a damn thing for the most part! holy shit im exhausted#and then im sure she will have the audacity to wonder why i dont really want to interact with her much rn#its very apparent she doesnt really understand whats going on or how much of anything works at this point including hospice care#but i truly cannot help you when your knee jerk response is to yell and be abusive. like. dads not been great either#bc hes also one to bitch and moan and yell abt shit. but like. so is mom. more than usual#and ill actually be damned if i let her treat me like that honestly ever again. like idk for once i can just#walk away from this behavior with zero consequences. i dont have to take it anymore. im not free but at least im fuckin closer than i was#guess my aunt wasnt kidding when she said her being coherent and rational last week might be the calm before the storm
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Against my better judgement I'm watching more of the 2016 ppg reboot and lemme tell you something. I HAAAAAAATE the way they write Utonium I HATE IT!!!
But sometimes there'll be a little moment here or there where he's kinda...cute > ^ <
#jane journals#self insert talk#🔬 starkissed scientist 🔬#ONCE IN A GREAT WHILE THERE'LL BE A VERY RARE W#like the one i just watched on recommendation from my partner where bubbles doesnt feel cute anymore cause she took a bad school photo#and woww they CAN write him being a good dad for once!! 🙄🙄🙄#not like good dad is a CORE PART OF HIS CHARACTER#but he reminds her that being cute is just ONE facet of what makes her a wonderful person#and then he brings her close and says 'between you and me you're the cutest one in the world!' UGGGHH#YOU CANT DO THAT YOU CANT TRICK ME LIKE THAT!!!!#and in the one i currently just finished he had a. job interview?? i guess he DOESNT get paid by the government#but the lady doing his interview said that they 'really love his work' and he BLUSHED ugghgh#fuck this show. ESPECIALLY FUCK IT FOR HAVING /SOME/ MOMENTS I ACTUALLY LIKE!!!!!#also it seems weird to me that bubbles would become so hung up on being cute#in the og its not like she's consciously being cute because its her THING she just IS#shes naturally innocent and good hearted ie CUTE#idfk#oh also buttercup pulls out a bucket list and the first thing is 'yell at a bird'#and ngl that made me blow air out of my nose ajfkf#ugh i could say a lot more but im not gonna
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Jesus fucking christ I hate the US south
#Cw gun mention I guess#I was feeling super nauseous so I went into the kitchen to get ritz crackers#And we're at my grandma's rn for Christmas and she has windows in the kitchen that look out at the road/other houses#And NO curtains or blinds because she's old#And anyway I turned a small light on so I could see the crackers and I hear a fucking man outside shout “WHO'S OUT THERE”#In the heaviest southern accent. Mind you every fucking person in this area has a gun bc there's lots of trees with squirreld they shoot#And logically now that I am calming down I know it was just a bad coincidence and he was probably yelling at smthn in his yard#But jesus fucking christ I felt such immediate intense fear my head went cold#Ran to my baby brother's room bc I was certain someone was gonna come kill us#Then the rationality took over and I just told my mom about it. But now I'm sitting outside his room eating crackers bc I'm fucking paranoid#It is almost 4am and I haven't slept a wink I cannot do this rn#But literally the last time I went for a walk around here my dad told me not to go alone and also not to say anything stupid#And also stay far away from houses bc I could get myself shot#Literally what the fuck is this.#“Afearican” except I'm still very much in the US#Not to mention almost every fucking house has a blue lives matter flag and some have isr*el flags now too like#I fuuuuucking hate it here
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the gay experience of slightly wanting to kill yourself in your grandparents bathroom
#i just can’t go out there and pretend like i’m loved with all of them anymore i cant#my dads gonna shut off my phone and my parents r gonna yell at me but i can’t anymore#ive never felt more lonely than i have around these fucking people#i wish i could go on a walk without all of them knowing that i left#man why did i leave my fucking shoes next to the door i should have brought them back here#vent
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#tw vent#ew yucky vent lmaoo#Love waking up in the morning to my dad#drunk#being accused of things making cry 5 times and hyperventilating when he hells at me for#crying#and saying should be grateful I have a dad#also love how he admitted to me he was shit#i defended him#he told me to stop and he could tell i was lying and that i hate him ( i dont) then later hes said the same thing#(didnt defend him that time) and he got super mad at me for not defending him and called me a bad daughter#he told me he could change if he wanted to but he doesn’t think there's anything to change#he's literally such a narcissistic it's insane#that day was wild#cried 6 times had a panic attack and relapsed after month crazy ass day#what do you mean you could've took me away to Albania without my mother and raised me like a Hitler but you didn’t because you're a good da#he was fine the next day though so idek i feel like i can't complain i feel like such a baby#he's like all you need to raise kids with is love i don't do anything for you guys (me and my brother) i don't know anything about you guys#but i loved you and look how you turned out! (my mother's doing love her shes the best) but also like saying u love me and then yelling at#me and mot caring about my life or putting in effort for me has given me a fucked up idea of what love is#and i also have no idea how to differentiate a good person and a bad person#so thats great lmaoo#i have hope though my mom is amazing a he's not that bad tbh he's gonna give me a really messed up view of trust ik cause i already have it#but it's okay lol I'll fix it all and it'll all be fine I'm still young and optimistic#forgot this also not to shit talk but why are you threatening your daughter if she breaks up you and your girlfriend?? when shes hasn't#done anything to indicate that she wants that in any way? why is it my job to save the relationship you messed up 💀#anyway bye lol peace :3
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mentally prepared myself to head over to my parents house tomorrow and sleep over there tomorrow night. assumed i'd be packing stuff up tomorrow morning to be ready. wasn't sure if someone was gonna bring me home the night of the 25th or if i was spending the night and then getting a ride home the 26th, but i could easily pack an extra couple pairs of underwear/socks and rewear an outfit so it'd be fine. but now my brother's gonna be picking me up on the 25th, so now i need to figure out how to ask if i should bring along a bag with meds/pajamas/toiletries/whatever. which sounds like it would just be a simple text asking that question, but its a question that involves my mother which means there will be a nightmarish amount of unnecessary drama if i don't phrase it Exactly Right
#last night she called while i was playing a game with my gf and i didn't notice my phone ringing#called her back once we were done and i noticed she'd left a voicemail#her voicemail was. extremely pissed. cuz i didn't answer her call. she accused me of telling everyone that she doesn't love me#i cannot stress enough that all i did was 1) not realize that she'd sent a question in the group chat about what plans were#(cuz it was immediately followed by an argument about who had a bunch of packages show up under my dad's prime account)#and 2) not answer a phone call (which i am infamous for being terrible about cuz i get too many spam calls)#apparently i sounded sad and hurt enough in my voicemail back to her that she called me this morning to apologize#so that's something#but still. if she's being weird enough about things that she's gonna yell at me and accuse me of saying rude shit#then i'm not exactly looking forward to asking her any fucking questions!
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
• Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come 😭
• I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
•Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so 💜😭
• Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
• Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was 😭 but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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being a thor fan is so tough cuase like
yes. he is a literal god. yes. he's my meow meow.
yes. i do like tlat and ragnarok. no. that is not how he would ever act.
and no. marvel will not give us new content,hold your comics close to your heart.
#i actually think that story wise tlat and ragnorak are magnificent however they nerfed my boy even more than he was nerfed previously#like no one took him seriously already becuase tony stark(my enemy and the people's favorite ig) makes fun of the fact that#HES LITERALLY A ALIEN OF COURSE HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND EARTH#FUCK U#fuck everyone who thinks thor i stupid im gonna go insane#thor i know you and i know how awesome you are#i know you are bisexual. insane. traumatized. and soley atracted to geniuses#i know you and i love you#he has never done anything wrong in his life#oh he's killed so many blah blah blah I LOVE HIM DAD#i am clutching the comics and my head cannons to my chest#FREE MY BLORBO FROM MARVEL PRISON#GIVE ME A FUCKING CAMEO CHEMSWORTH#NOT ACTUALLY YELLING AT HIM I KNOW HES GOT STUFF GOING ON#BUT I MISS MY MAN#thor the people's princess#he's weird he's loud he's jacked he's telling bruce banner sorta gay stuff#he's counting the days scince his girl dumped him.#he's so loser jock i love him#the people's princess#thor#thor odinson#thor ragnarok#marvel thor#my blorbo
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trying to figure out what happened to you as a child is so fun because whenever I mess up or do something slightly wrong here I immediately jump to "she's angry at me so I'm not going be given dinner tonight because I don't deserve it because I did something bad and wrong and bad" and it's like okay. so when did this happen to me. in my childhood.
#and its not like my mom remembers or my dads gonna fuckin admit to withholding food from me as a punishment#and if I ever Was sent to bed without dinner which I think I was maybe? idfk. it wasn't because I did something so earth shatteringly bad#it was always because they overreacted about everything about fucking Everythinggggg (which my sister has inherited)#the worst thing I'd do as a child was. idk talk back? well. actually I didnt do that a whole lot bc I knew if I did I'd get fuckin killed#I feel like there were definitely times I was mad or upset enough that I put myself to bed early and deliberately miss dinner and not eat#but where did *THAT* come from#anyway it's so fun living with someone who can't control their negative emotions and you just end up getting retraumatized every time#they're in a mood or whatever and are loud about it so Everyone knows they're mad or stressed and you just sit in your room#anticipating being yelled at or screamed at or punished for something inconsequential its so fun I'm living the dream <3#(also for those curious my adaption to everyone in my environment being overreactors is I habitually and chronically underreact)#(which isn't much better. because you're perceived as not caring and it's like oh no I do care I've just forced myself not to feel.)#(as a mechanism for surviving a shitty childhood. love and light)
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genuinely starting to hate the mom i work for
#she screamed at the kids over NOTHING last night right before she was leaving for a date night with the dad and sent the toddler into a#hyperventilating fit that made him nearly throw up from gagging so hard from crying#and she DIDNT EVEN FUCKING STAY TO COMFORT HIM#and she wonders why he runs to me first when he gets home from school 😐😐😐😐#and why he’s in a ‘no mommy’ phase 😐😐 like don’t be bitter with a toddler. self reflect. look at how you treat him. look at how you never#respect his boundaries and then you FREAK THE FUCK OUT when he won’t respect yours!#it shatters my heart so much because i WAS the hyperventilating cryer#and my parents would yell at me to stop crying and then get mad at me for throwing up from crying#like just TRY to have some fucking understanding to this new human!!!! he’s only experienced 3.5 years on his earth in total!!!#and a year and a half of that he was just a potato!!! he’s still so fresh and new to the world and you’re just teaching him#that you aren’t gonna be there to support him when he’s struggling!!!!
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oh my stars im so unbelievably fucking stupid (vent in tags)
#so i was supposed to be on the robotics team#i have been for the past two years#and guess what i forgot to give to the robotics coach person.#my fucking application#it was due tuesday.#i only remembered today.#so theres no programmer on the whole fucking team because i was the only one#i dont have anything to look forward to for the most part now#and ive cried like three or four times because of this#and i have to tell my dad i forgot. so hes probably gonna yell at me or smth#because apparently im not allowed to forget things#and now i hate myself even more which i didnt even know could fucking happen!#if someone drops out of the team i can come back but. im just a fucking idiot#school is going to be even more unbearable than it already is and im going to hate myself more and more#i also got a front seat view of homophobia in action but thats not the point of this so#anyways im gonna shut the fuck up#vent
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I think if I'm ever a parent, I'm gonna make my kids play outside for an hour after school instead of doing homework, and if the weather is bad or they don't wanna play outside, then they can either do a craft or free read (or switch from one to the other) bc I feel like building motor skills and reading comprehension are more important than being forced to slog through 2+ hours of bullshit that you already spent all day doing, and if they get marked down for doing homework, I'll explain to them how grades don't actually matter until you get to college (and even then, Cs get degrees) and it's more important to enjoy childhood and learn through reading and play, and homework is bullshit that actually discourages people from learning
#knowledge is more important than grades!! knowledge is more important than grades!!!#literally the two big things keeping me from going back to college classes are: homework. and also#like halfway thru the quarter I'll forget an assignment and immediately feel like I'm back in my parents' room being screamed at by my dad#bc he just checked me grades and now he has to yell at me until I cry for not doing my homework#and it turns out that gives me a lot of anxiety about school as an adult!!! who knew!!#I should clarify that the anxiety is triggered by checking my grades and getting a grade below 80%#it's not immediately when I forget the assignment I just usually realize that when I go to check grades#which I do obsessively bc I Have To See That I'm Doing Good#to be fair. I did immediately go from school to the TV most days bc I needed to get my dopamine hit from watching the show I was obsessed w/#which to my parents read as 'not trying hard enough' bc I was 'such a bright kid!' even tho I was getting lots of Cs and Ds and sometimes Fs#(I knew I was fucked when I had to take home an F on my progress reports 😬)#so like. it was a problem they exclusively tried to solve by yelling#and I wasn't supposed to be upset by that bc they were both actually hit by *their* parents so I was just being 'sulky'#and now that they know I have ADHD my mom is rly apologetic about back then and she rly has changed how she sees that stuff#which I rly appreciate!! and I love my mom and dad and this was p much the only thing they fucked up but like.#I'm gonna tweak their approach a bit. y'know?
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Government mandated masato posting time
#snap chats#in new york waitin to meet up with my dad so i have to spend my time wisely of course#//insert microwave noises//#i dont even have any concrete thoughts other than whenever he’s dying on the floor he’s at his most attractive#because hes demented in both instances like no one look at me hang on#NO CAUSE THE FIRST TIME hes so fucking stupid HES IN THE WORST SITUATION IMAGINABLE#AND HES STILL TAUNTING AND SPITTING ON SUZUMORI LIKE ????? the actual audacity#and the fuckin second time its right after getting his shit rocked and he STILL got The Audacity to be on that nihilism bullshit to ichi#ITS SO FUNNY NO DIE i love the ending scenes so much ….#like the thinnly-veiled rage from ichi as aoki talks about people being tools … its my everything .. anD AOKI SCUTTLING BACK ONCE ICHI YELLS#im gonna throw up brb this was supposed to be a thirst post but now im just emo about y7 again WHY DO THEY HAVE BLACK HEART EMOJI FOR EMO#DIE whatevr. anyway i miss masato …. i miss him being a prick cause it was kinda hot tbh like whats wrong with you.#ill be normal about him one day i promise but for now#//the rest of this post has been redacted//
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